part 2 of the story.
after IT, we went to the hall for celebrations.
quite okay lah.
the NC superstar sang the nice song for us.
then got the dancers.
then got a quiz about our teachers.
got this qn they give us hint, "HE was a police officer." or sth like that.
then aft that a guy go up and answer.
"Miss Lee."
LOL. like hello... HE was leh. haha.

then got cut cake thingy. all the tchers go up stage.
mr ong cut cake himself.
then the tchers just stood there.

got prize presentation.
so damn long.
at first still got people clap.
then in the end, no more clapping. xDD

went back to mps. saw ms lim, mrs lee and mrs ng.
gave mrs ng a present. only she have.
heh. cos i got not enough. shh....
mps got 5 tchers won the most caring tcher award.
1) Miss Irene How
2) Miss Karine Yeo
3) Mr Idham
4) Mrs Sharon Goh
5) ??

lols. forgot the last person.
didnt stay for long cos ltr got piano.

anyway, to all teachers that has taught me or is teaching me at the moment:

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY! (:
-MAY YOUR DAY BE FILLED WITH HAPPINESS AND JOY-
love always, geraldine -

#GERALDINE.

hellos.
this morning was pathetic.
we were doing the retarded aces day thing.
SO DAMN RETARDED CANS?
lame lah.
the mr ong was there. he walk here walk there.
i didnt do much. jus lifted my legs when i felt like it.

then got lessons. actually not much lah.
cos the aces day thing supposed to end at 0840.
but 0800 or so end lerr.
so ms tang n ms kim was supposed to "entertain us"??
heh. they came to class and we talked.
they got alot of presents lo. ms tang got so many that she got not enough hands to take.
hahas. xDD

eng lessons was boring.
did the argumentative essay thingy.
which my grp didnt do. cos jaslin havent finished the essay.
and we didnt bring the essay to write.
so we just did chicken dance for ms lim and ka-chiau her.
lols. x)

gonna skip the part about lit cos there's nothing interesting about it.

history was okay.
mr rahim knew i was doing something... -ahem-
you know lah.
but he didnt scold me or anything. lols.
then we got to listen to a story about mr rahim, his mother and his two literature teachers.
so touching! i almost cried. [i didnt lah. but almost.]

i suddenly realised how important my parents are.
they have done so much for me.
they have made a huge difference in my life.
from the day i was born, they have been showering me with love, care and concern.

#GERALDINE.

LOL. tday wayne, yenling, hweejoo, angeline, mengying, jiaying needed to do chicken dance.
cos they dunno how to answer sci qns.
poor jiaying. from modern dancer/ballet dancer "demoted" to chicken dancer.
she didnt do it anyway. xDD

then, gt CC exam. i wrote like 3 pcs of paper.
i chose one pc. then i gave one each to jaslin n daphne.
hahas. cheat lah. xDD

maths was alright. did presentation for our statistics thingy.
my grp invited the BEST COUPLE to give speech. LOL.
yuelong's group gave a fake statistic and the class was going mad.
cos their countries were missing.
"where's my africa??" (gladys)
"where's my saudi arabia??" (deonsus)
LOLs. they caused a commotion in class. but it was no doubt funny.

band was -ahem-. invigilated seniors' theory test. walked ard passing papers.
lalalas~ things couldnt get any more boring. the test was until 6 plus.
we were released at 7. my dad came at 7.45pm. i waited until i was gonna faint. =.=
saw ms kim. greeted her,"jin lao shi, wan an." found it weird lah. wan an is goodnight. lol.
saw ms tang also. she stay so close also got someone fetch her. so good. xD
a guy came to fetch her. kx said it's ms tang boyfriend. lol. ms tang say it's her bro.
whatever it is. she still got someone send her home though she stays really close.

tmr we got no half day. sad. may not be able to go mps.
then still got lessons. and that aces day thingy.
crap.
I DONT CARE. I WANNA GO MPS!
lols. easier said than done.

#GERALDINE.

okay. another post.
so, ms lim was dressed in pink and white.
she looked like a MARSHMALLOW.
LOL. no lah. just that the colours of her clothes matched the marshmallow wenzi was giving out.
pink and white.
MARSHMALLOW MS LIM! xDD

ms lim took photos of the cake and the class.
gave her my email so she can send me.
when i receive it i'll put in the photos section. x)
wanted to bring my camera. but forgot.
hehes. but ms lim got take. so just get frm her. xDD

#GERALDINE.

this morning woke up early.
gave jaslin, angeline and ms tang morning call.
hahas. all cnt wake up. xDD
went sch to celebrate tchers day in advance.
brought the flowers. hehes. still intact lah.
when i took out the flowers from the fridge, realised that my fridge got flower smell.
anyway,
i was LATE. cos i couldnt catch the earliest bus.
paiseh to isella, kx, hweejoo they all.

went to staff room to call ms tang they all.
the fone rang so long but no one pick up.
then SUDDENLY,
ms tang walk out from the toilet and say sth.
AHH. so scary. we screamed abit.
went ard with the flowers to look for ms pey.
in the end, we went staff room again.
SHE WAS THERE! xDD
we presented them with flowers. aww.

then showed ms kim, ms tang and ms pey the ppt presentation.
courtesy of qh and jaslin.
ms lim was LATE.
so the three tchers cut the cake after the presentation.
after tt, ms lim FINALLY CAME.
so she watched the ppt ALONE.
cut the cake ALONE.
hehes. who ask her come late??

none of them cried though. xDD

hope they liked what we prepared for them. (:
we spent over budget though. $116.50 leh.
but i think it was worth it lah.
everything was bought ytd, after the aerobics thingy.

now in comp lab.
art lessons.
but OBVIOUSLY im NOT doing art.
hehes. dont care lah.
art is boring. xDD

#GERALDINE.

one more week.
ONE MORE WEEK.
one more week till she's gone.
gone forever.
never to come back.
i'll never see her again.

i'll be alone.
with noone there for me.
but i'll never forget those smiles and laughter and good times we shared.
(:
i'll never forget you.

#GERALDINE.

went to tm today morning.
with zena and her senior i think.
he was so TALL.
bought mich's present and straws.

went mich house to make STRAW ROSES.
so cute. cos the straws are small so the flowers were small too.
have NINE packets to finish.
GOSH. that's alot.
ive got ONE WEEK.

came home and completed my science.
yay me! xD
listening to instant concert and ross roy on the laptop.
nice nice songs. (:
hehes.
ONE more week to tchers day.
and i HAVENT completed the presents!
xD

her time is almost up... i'll miss her... lots...

#GERALDINE.

okays. lemme get this STRAIGHT.
it's not my fault that you dont like whatever im playing.
it's not my fault you think my playing is bad.
you know, honestly, IDONTCARE.
i dont care what you think.
i dont care how you feel.
im just me.
i'll ALWAYS be me.

TOOBAD then.

today was alright.
acted the lit skit out even though we didnt practice at all. brought my script to refer.
then home econs we did poster. i do with gladys. gladys drawing damn nice. (:
nothing much happened really.

after sch got MATHS AND SCIENCE WEEK.
my proj was there and yeah. had to explain and all.
saw ms lim doing maths. hehes.
her maths CANNOT MAKE IT man.
the first qn she alrdy WRONG lerr.
summore she from DUNMAN HIGH.
lols. she was kinda partly struggling??
i think she'd better stick to teaching ENGLISH for now.

played folklore of the yao today. i actually PLAYED something. compared to last week, this week i played a lil bit more. hehs.

you know what?? im really tired. not physically but mentally as well. stop trying to make me someone im not.

#GERALDINE.

FINALLY.
i can post! xDD
not that my comp is okay lerr or anything.
lols.

i wanna thank jaslin for letting me use her comp.
wee~
hahas.

got back some of our results today.
home econs: 35/40
science: 32/40
english: 32/45

okay only lah. i like english results the best.
cos i got highest. hahas. hweejoo also. xD
lalalas~

i hope my comp faster come back home. lols.
i cant live without it. x)
PLUS, it's alrdy AFTER common test lo.
not playing comp after common test??
i must be CRAZY. suffered so long without the comp. xD

shall not elaborate. nth much to rmb abt today. lols.
toodles!

#GERALDINE.

went mich's house to bake cake for zena dearest. xDD
BURNT MY FINGERS!
zena should feel HONOURED and TOUCHED that i actually SACRIFICED my fingers because of her.
lols.
Zena's birthday coming mah. so baked cake as bdae present for her since i learnt how to bake during home econs. x) went to DELIVER it PERSONALLY to her doorstep even though it was 7pm.

when we took out the cake, part of it 'chao tar'. lols. we cut away that part and gave the 'un-chao tar' part to zena. hehes. sorry for making a mess, michelle. xD we couldnt find any vanilla essence at NTUC so we didnt put in. instead, we put a lil bit more sugar. tasted abt the same lah. we ENJOYED the whole process and i hope zena enjoyed EATING the cake. x)

#GERALDINE.

GEOG WAS DIFFICULT!
somewhat lah.
all the questions on RIVERS that chapter was HARD cos I DIDNT RLY READ THAT CHAPT.
english was OKAY.
NOT EASY ; NOT HARD.
no comments abt it.

anyways, today ms lim got STRAIGHT hair. lols. it's nice lah. more chio ba.
and ytd she didnt come mah. so we asked her,"you DIDNT come ytd just to go DO YOUR HAIR??"
her reply was,"NO LAH. i wish i CAN take leave JUST TO DO MY HAIR. but i CANT."
lols.

played captains ball with isella they all during PE today.
accidently TRIPPED poor hweejoo. sorry about that.
samuel is SUPER GOOD at catching. xD

well, tmr is MATHS and LITERATURE.
gotta go study lerr.

#GERALDINE.

so, i DIDNT fail my science! x)
it WASNT good but at least i DIDNT fail. lols.
8/15. passed by HALF mark.

had abit of revision with ms pey and ms tang.
ms tang was telling us abt direct and indirect proportion.
then she used the APPLE example again. [1 apple is $2, 5 apples how much that one]
i told her,"see, ms tang selling apples again. she can switch jobs. FRUITSELLER. hahas."
then she explain another thing but she couldnt think of any examples to use. she tried HARD. lols.
then my fren ask why she dont want to use the apple example.
she replied,"ltr geraldine say i SELL APPLES again."
hahas.

well, COMMON TEST is here. havent studied a thing. gotta start now.. sigh. ONE WEEK OF TORTURE.

#GERALDINE.

I BOUGHT NEW SHOES! XD
WHEE!

nice black strappy shoes. (:
nice black strappy shoes that cost $23.90. (:
nice black strappy shoes that cost $23.90 which im NOT paying for. (:
hahas. my KIND&NICE&ADORABLE aunt is paying for it! x) lols. THANKYOU! (:

cos just now went to jz's religion de concert. was quite nice. but abit deafening. VERY LOUD. the girl's plight was reminded me of junmin. very very BUSY. lols. after the concert went to TM. jaslin nv go before so i took her to walk ard. walked until my SHOE SPOIL! so i went to buy one on the spot. that's the story behind my new shoes! exciting, aint it?? lols.

#GERALDINE.

okay. my eyes dont hurt anymore. it's still abit swollen but it's not painful.

my dad went overseas this morning. wanted to wake up at 515am to see him off but my eyes wouldnt open. lols. it's the swelling i guess. i did get to say goodbye though. (:

SEE YOU IN A FEW DAYS. (:

#GERALDINE.

MY EYES HURT.
ouch.

this is what happens when i cry too much.
my eyes start swelling and they'd hurt.
not just hurt. they HURT ALOT.
i bet YOU didnt know that, did you??
heh. there are many other things you dont know apart from this.
you'd ask me,"why did you cry??"
the answer is simple. there was the urge to cry.
the tears just came and went.
i cried long and hard... i just had to.
i felt more relieved after the long cry. it's like... i somehow let out all those pent-up emotions.
whatever. i know you dont care. it's no use explaining.

300806. THE LAST DAY.

#GERALDINE.

WHY DID IT HAVE TO BE YOU?
OF ALL THE PEOPLE IN THE WORLD.
I JUST DONT GET IT.
GO AWAY.
LEAVE ME ALONE.
ITS NO USE.
I'LL NEVER BE HAPPY.
WITHOUT YOU.
NEVER.
EVER.

#GERALDINE.

SCIENCE WAS HARD.
I DONT UNDERSTAND A DAMN THING MS PEY WAS TALKING ABOUT.
CONDUCTION + CONVECTION + RADIATION = WHAT?? + HUH?? + EH...??
CONFUSED LAHHS.
GOT TEST SOMEMORE. AND IT IS COUNTED IN CA2 SOMEMORE. ARRGH.
THIS IS GONNA BE THE FIRST SCIENCE TEST I FAIL.
IVE NEVER FAILED SCIENCE BEFORE. I GUESS THERE'S ALWAYS A FIRST TIME FOR EVERYTHING.

#GERALDINE.

well, today was... okay. there was a FUN part and a NOT SO FUN part.

went to WS with zena and mich to do some studying.
did sci wb there. but none of them could help me. hahas.
cos they havent learn. so i was STRUGLING. lols.
shared spaghetti with zena. drank milkshake. yumyum.
mich ate a small pc of cake and banana milkshake.
zena had a soda. root beer actually. xP
then at 4 sth, i had to rush home. PIANO. =.= boring lah.

reached home at exactly 4.15pm. wasnt late.
didnt do my theory. lalalas. dont care lah. who ask her come so early.
played the 3 dumb songs. PATHETIC.
the keyboard seems really unfamilliar to me nowadays.
it seems as though i had just learnt how to play it. gosh.
i casually played the 3 songs and got a LONG LONG LECTURE on practicing and blah blah.
she just doesnt get tired of saying the same things OVER&OVER&OVER.
but even though she's not tired, im tired of listening to the same things every week.
lols. doesnt she have other things to say??

piano exams are coming and my songs still cant play well.
can only pray that i pass lo. byebye MERIT. lols.
annoying lah. KILLJOY.

#GERALDINE.

YUMYUM.
i just ate lunch. MY spaghetti. i cook derr.
i cut the mushroom so funny. it keep rolling away. hahas.

STUPID.
my piano is at 330pm.
i going study at 2pm.
i'll hv to rush back.
GOSH.
my sis will go first lah. dont care her.
DUMBDUMBDUMB.

so sian...
2 more JIANBAO to go! xP

#GERALDINE.

this morning went to a vegetarian restuarant eat buffet. not rly my taste but ate anyway. xP
den went shopping.
wee!
just came back from orchard. bought a number of stuff. SPEND SPEND SPEND. hahas.
bought S.H.E. cd, 2 tops & 1 skirt.
TOTAL EXPENDITURE: $138 +
lols. i only paid for the CD. the rest is my mama pay.
THANKS MUM! =D

tmr will be boring. cos i havent studied at all today. so tmr den study.
den tomorrow got PIANO LESSONS somemore.
sigh. BORING lo.
actually wanted go out wid qh they all but den the PIANO.
arrgh. i cant miss anymore lessons lo. cos last week i just missed.
hahas.

#GERALDINE.

back from michelle's hse. shall elaborate on details. (x

morning gladys came to pick me up. [so nice! (: thanks gal.]
then i went upstairs collect books for ms tang.
SURPRISE SURPRISE.
SO MANY BOOKS!
lols. she did tell me that there were gonna be alot.
but i DIDNT imagine THAT many!

carried one small pile downstairs and the class started having "GREAT EXERCISE BOOKS SALE".
they threw other people's books around, trying to find their own book.
then went upstairs with grace again. tried to call ms tang. but she havent come.
there were 4 different books in 2 piles. that means (40x4)/2 = 80.
one person carry 80 books!! lols.
then went to first floor. SAW MS TANG! lols.
i dare not shout too loud for her cos it was morning then got alot of ppl coming to sch.
den i rushed towards her carrying 80 books. hahas.
the books dropped lah. grace's pile also dropped. xP
another tcher helped her to arrange the books into one pile again.
then, asked ms tang sth le, we went back class.

the "GREAT EXERCISE BOOKS SALE" started AGAIN.
everyone was anxious to collect back their books so...
books were thrown onto the FLOOR. and i had to pick up.
then, didnt hv time to "distribute" all the books so just left the mess on the table. hahas.

then after the flag raising, we went hall.
den got this grp singing. no offence but it wasnt too good.
den i was thinking abt sth. den ms pey say,"GERALDINE! ma diao ni de kou shui!"
scare me lo. hahas. but i wasnt concentrating lo. i dont even think tt guy shuai lo.
den got the NC superstar performance. the clarinet senior sang WITHOUT music. damn nice lo. she won in the end. OVERALL WINNER. (:

den saw isella they all in the choir. sing the absolutely everybody and the my island home.
den isella was "talking" to me while singing n dancing.
actually only mouthing the words. lols.
den i keep laughing n laughing...

anyways, mps totally rawks. hahas.
went there ka-chiau mr chee. with cheryl, jol, mich n xue jing.
we disturb him le den disturb ms lim.
we disturb until all wna go hm.
den saw mr tay and sat down to chat with him.
den saw mrs yvonne ng. she was carrying this pile of exam papers. for 2006 prelim de.
den she was like,"GERALDINE!" den i looked up and saw her. den said hi.
she continued,"hai bu lai bang wo?!" lols. den rushed up. den cheryl say,"haiya. no need walk so fast de. take your time." hahas.
den aft tt helped mrs ng take the exam papers somewhr. den sat down to chat.
MRS NG'S SEC SCH IS CHUNG CHENG HIGH MAIN. lols.
same like jolene. den jolene keep saying it sucks. den kena whacked by mrs ng. hahas.
heard there got LAKE?? lols. waste space?? can build more facilities why build a dumb lake??
lols.

HAD A FUN FUN TIME! (=
i wanna go back nxt wed for netball. will check my schedule to see if got WO practice. (x

#GERALDINE.

today so early go hm. abt 1015 we go collect souvenir in class le. is keychain. nth much. den our class got 2nd for notice board deco. den got pen. gladys and kx did pretty well for NC superstar. w0ots. they so chio! hahas. they got 3rd. yay-ness. (: i want their autographs!!

aft tt went mps. saw the crazy crazy plasticbag woman. hahas. she wear pink. so cute! xP
met michelle there also. went in den the tchers having a feast. lols. den talk to mdm lim awhile. den dunno lah. walk here walk dere. den eat abit. drink the drinks... stay until now lo.

den come michelle hse and post this. yeah.
boring day. the next 2 days are also gonna be boring.
wee!

#GERALDINE.

well, today's science i earned 10 bonus lines! wee~
MAKING MY TOTAL BONUS LINES: SIXTY! yay-ness.
i donated 25 to qh. so did gladys. JIAYOU man.
got sci remedial today. den went thru conduction n convection. both made me see stars. lols.

tmr i 1030 come back. still considering if i wna go back to mps. i rly miss the sch alot. wna see mdm lim. hahas. wonders how she is... will drop her an SMS soon. (= wna see mrs ng too. miss her lots. gotta send jiahui's hugs and kisses to them too. lols.

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE. =D

xoxo.

#GERALDINE.

things have really changed.

they're not what they used to be. they're not what they are before.
YOU are WERE the cause of EVERYTHING - my HAPPINESS. my SADNESS. my HOPE.
now everything is NOTHING to you.
WHY??

it just DOESNT make sense.
is it cause YOU'VE CHANGED.
or is it just ME??
i guess i'm just TOO STUPID to understand.
i wanted very much to be with YOU.
but YOU just DIDNT CARE.
how could you be like this??

we USED TO have alot of fun together.
we USED TO enjoy each others' company.
we USED TO hang out really often.
but now... NOTHING'S THE SAME.

=(

#GERALDINE.

officially member of NCWO. =D

lols. the investiture was great. (: very fun. quite lah. we played our songs quite well. although i didnt have enough breath to play the 2nd song... my seniors was splendid. they played ross roy. so NICE. we got certificates too. is quite nice lah, the cert. my dad came to pick me. come his office. SO BORING LOR. hahas. im so tired also. reached sch at 8 today. bored now. nth much to do.

zena wants to setup a study grp. yeah. cos she cant study alone. xP
currently is me and her lor. thurs. i hope i dont forget. hahas. ltr she wait for me so long then i nvr go. i heard her common test over liao. so fast lor. mine havent even start.

i wna go back for netball practices leh. but i got WO practice... sigh... now officially member le. cannot slack anymore. =D must JIAYOU. (:

#GERALDINE.

didnt hv time to post ytd. so here i am now. =D

well, ytd the maths test was STUPID. say chapter 13 but got chapter 14 things come out. i didnt finish. only 25 mins lo. i think only a handful of ppl finished. not more than 1/2 the class.

ytd band was also quite fun. we went thru the 2 pieces we're s'posed to play for ltr's investiture. then got alot of breaks. we went to see the national day celebration thingy and the NC superstar.
KAIXIN AND GLADYS SO CHIO! =D they sing damn good lo. JIAYOU. saw jiaying dance and qh, rujun they all singing.

very excited about ltr's investiture. in a few hours, all the sec1 recruits will officially become members... wee~

#GERALDINE.

OMG. i missed piano lessons. 1st time. lols.

stayed back help my fren deco the notice board lor. den late come back. den my piano tcher got tired of waiting and left. hahas. TOO BAD. ):

today we got IT. den we dunno do what crap. den b4 that ms pey came into class tell us mus go lvl 3 bio lab aft IT class. she said,"mus reach before me if not got to dance." or sth like that. den after IT lessons, we still strolling to the bio lab. den suddenly KX saw ms pey at the the other side of the corridoor. den she started running. then everyone else saw and ran too. lols. so funny. we were quite noisy and when we reach the bio lab, almost everyone was panting. lols. and ms pey still walking. havent reach. xP

we did experiment on expansion of air, liquid and bimetallic strip. the air experiment got this thingy... is i think ink drop. den we put it in2 hot water and it started RISING SO FAST. lols. den we put in ice water. and it dropped so fast that the ink dropped into the boiling tube. lols. so funny. the strawlike thing got no more ink. all drop into the boiling tube. hahas.

we got back history class test. TAIYUN GOT 30/30. GENIUS. i only got 20/30 lor.
english compo class test also. I got 23/30. Okay lah. the contractions mistake. [we're ; I've]

#GERALDINE.

i failed my test...
FAILURE.
i failed the long note...
the FIFTEEN SECOND note killed me...
i CRIED. i couldnt take it anymore.
i had to let it ALL OUT somehow...

i feel as if life has lost all its happiness.
NOTHING seems to be interesting to me.
NOTHING seems fun anymore.
NOTHING seems to be just...
NOTHING.
even everything seems like NOTHING.

can i just end this NOTHING-NESS??

#GERALDINE.

storytelling was scary. BUT I FINISHED IT! (: i got consolation but it's okay. at least i finished it. ms lim wasnt there but nvm. if she there then i will be even more nervous. lols.

i was FIRST. lols. i went out and saw A BIG CROWD. SCARY MAN. lols. i didnt forget my lines and i didnt stammer. (: i did my best so NO REGRETS, i guess. cant be helped if im scared.
I ACTUALLY BROKE OUT IN COLD SWEAT.
I WAS SWEATING IN THE AIR-CON HALL?? LOLS.

well, PE today was fun. i guess. played badminton with jiaying till i was tired. then went to join ms neo and the rest. they played "monkey". so funny. grace was forever the monkey. hahas. she would be like SO TIRED. but we had fun. (:
THE FIRST TIME I ACTUALLY ENJOYED PE LESSONS THIS YEAR.

#GERALDINE.