just now went to some rich relative(i think) de semi-d
wahlao. DARN BIG LUH. got one whole storey is KARAOKE ROOM!!
wth. and then is like everywhere got aircon.
3 storeys lor. so many rooms. their karaoke set summore is like KBOX de lor.
so rich sia. their SCV is all channels also got de lor.
too bad i not so rich. if not i'd buy alot of new stuff lor. -.-

then they got buffet just now. housewarming. heh.
then got bbq also. XD
but i only ate buffet. lol.
cos bbq dont interest me. -.-

i also went to pet hotel today.
there the dogs/puppies is like darn CUTE(:

#GERALDINE.

im gonna be sick. lol.
im having the flu.
sneezing like crazy non-stop.
heh.

this morning took julia for a walk.
but our walk became a jog.
then slowly become like racing.
then marathon. LOL.
cos at first we jog.
then after that we ran abit faster then julia chase us.
lol. then after that we were like running side by side with julia.
and she picked up speed. and we were practically dying after running such a long distance.
XD

zena came to see the dog and we chat lor.
haha. then go west plaza buy breakfast/lunch.
lol. then came home and julia had a nice bath.
julia's afraid of the hairdryer. heh.

and i was right, the bad feeling's GONE!
i shall now live my life to the fullest and try my very very very best to do well :D
heh. JIAYOU TO ME(:

#GERALDINE.

today's a mighty bad day for me.
yeah. dont know why but i just feel really down.
everything seemed normal but it wasnt.
i just had a feeling that it wasnt.
i cant find the true reason why i feel this way. -.-

but i know that i always hurt other people when i'm feeling this way. ):

you asked me if i honestly think i can make it.
i told you i cant. yeah. that's how i really feel.
i very much want to change that
i want to do it well. but i dont know why i just cant.
everything seems so hard.
and you asked why i smile even though i know i cant make it.
well, i've thought about it.
i alr feel bad that i can't make it. and if i frowned, i'd feel worse.
i dont want to make myself feel like that.
i'd rather make you all think im crazy or something to still be smiling though i know i cant make it.
i dont want to feel bad. really.
i'm really sorry if you think i'm not doing well enough.
i'm really trying my best. and i really do envy those people that can do well.
yeah. i'm not trying to imply anything.
i just want to let you know that i have done my best.
and though i want to do way more, it's hard. ):
maybe this just isn't the thing for me. i dont know.

i suddenly realised the reason why i feel how i feel today.
but i trust that things will go well. hopefully.

#GERALDINE.

the stupid darn taiwan earthquake affect the net and whatever else.
wth lah.
today is better than yesterday.
i totally couldnt use the net yesterday not until at night i think.
today at least can sign into msn. (:

MICHELLE IS BACK! (:
whee~
and she has a keychain for me!
haha. zena's not back though.
i think she coming back tmr. heh.

sigh. holidays ending le.
next year jiu sec2 le.

i do wanna enjoy the last few days of the holidays.
heh. but the STUPID earthquake is thinking otherwise. -.-

#GERALDINE.

yesterday went to watch night at the museum.
nice nice movie!(:
very funny.
the dinosaur fossil was behaving like a dog, play fetch! xD
(it reminded me of julia! :D)
then the small figures started "war-ring".
lol! so funny luh!

then got some egyptian thingy and blah blah...

ya'll go watch lah. lol!

today brought julia for a walk.
she's active man!
just keep running & running & running.
and i showered her too.
she's afraid of the hairdryer. -.-
very timid. lol!

#GERALDINE.

yesterday was fun.
the party was better than i expected. manymany laughs.
the first people to come were my mum's friend.
followed by my sister's frens.
my friends were the LAST to come.
cos SOMEBODY told me 5 o clock,
end up 6+ then come.
and worse still, he come up le then go downstairs again.
then he called me and ask me go escort him cos my dad outside the house. -.-"
wth. jolene was there so she went instead. XD

then we played alot of things luh.
and the present exchange part was funny.
we each had an envelope.
and when we opened the envelope, everyone had presents.
EXCEPT me and yijun!
wth. both our slips of papers wrote,"thanks for your participation. pls come back next year!"
LMAO. so suay!
but we both had another chance. haha. XD

so everyone got a present in the end.

then we got countdown.
and we started popping the poppers.
so manymany to pop! XD
so we 12am like madpeople. still making SO MUCH NOISE. haha.

whee~
after long weeks of waiting, we decided to go back to SPCA to view dogs.
cos the people didnt call my dad to inform us about the dog.
and so we thought she was alr adopted.
but who knew, we got there and julia was still in that same kennel she was in 2 weeks ago.
and there was NO PENDING for her this time! :D

we walked around the small SPCA and saw another shih tzu, yuki.
also very cute. more fur! XD
we wanted that one instead of julia. but yuki's got medical problems and we were advised not to adopt her unless we had experience in raising dogs. ):
so we got julia instead. heh. she's cute! (:

brought her to my grandparents house first.
she scared the hell outta my cousin! LOL!
although she's darn timid, she terrorized my grandfather's cats.
lols. but she was fine when she came home. not fierce anymore. heh.
the bad thing is that she is reluctant to eat.
even if she's hungry, she wont eat unless you coax her or something.
sigh. hope she gets used to eating in that bowl soon. lol.
today her dinner was dog food mixed with small bits of treats. haha.
so that she'll finish her food. if not she sure dont eat de.
XD

and after a day of running, she has finally decided to take a break.
she has gone to sleep. (:

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE! :D
(including zena and michelle, who are overseas at this moment. XD)

P.S. Shall be taking photos of julia tomorrow i think. will post them when i upload to my com. heehee. :P

thankyou for this wonderful present. (:
it really made my day.

#GERALDINE.

whoo~
christmas eve! XD

party in few hours. (:
cant wait!

currently just sitting here, doing nothing.
time passes so fast, dont it?
very soon it'll be new year.
(ahh. i hate new year. apart from hongbao&new clothes. =/)
school's reopening soon.
but i've not finished my homework.
haha. bad bad girl. :P
i shall finish it... AFTER TOMORROW~
(tmr christmas leh. PUBLIC HOLIDAY. and PUBILC HOLIDAYS ARE NOT MEANT FOR STUDENTS TO DO HOMEWORK! haha.)

i only left few more english articles and book reviews.
heng ah. tt time i rushed it into the storm night.
and i do until pek chek so i stopped. XD
sighsigh. why so manymany homework??
like NEVER ENDING MAN.
=/

#GERALDINE.

#GERALDINE.

today my mum's boss let everyone off early.
woah. first time luh. XD
so went TM with her. dont know why also.
then after that we walk walk lor.
didnt buy anything though.
dont know why everytime i go out with friends, i got alot of things to buy.
but then go out with my mum, everything seems uninteresting to me.
=/

she bought new pants. heh. i didnt buy anything.
i wasnt in the mood to shop all of a sudden.
i dont know why. is it because i'm too preoccupied with my thoughts?
i just walked whereever my mum walked.
i dont know what to say, what to do. i just followed.
then had dinner and we left TM.

yeah. now im here blogging. :D

have you ever felt like you were about to burst?
sometimes, i feel that way. i cant take it anymore.
it was just some small matter. but you made it seem so big.
and now, it's MY fault? it's not fair.
we're all human and it's normal to make mistakes.
but now, it's not MY mistake. it's yours.
how can you always push the blame to me?
whatever happens, i'll always be wrong to you.
i dont know what i'm supposed to do. nothing?
maybe you will be happy only when i decide to do nothing at all.
yeah. whatever.
if you're reading this&you wanna apologise, forget it.
you can take that apology and shove it into the bin cos i dont need it.
i have feelings too. and you've hurt me so much.
everytime you do something wrong, you apologise.
but the next minute, you hurt me again.
your apologies are of no use now. i wont be taken in anymore.

#GERALDINE.

{EDITED on 21/12/06}

whoo~
NCWO OUTING WAS DARN FUN! :D
more fun than i expected man.

s'posed to meet at 11am.
but kx, me and hj met earlier at 1045am.
i was late. =/
sorry...
then we saw jingting and talked awhile.
we stood at the fire hose thingy there.
then after that one by one the seniors came.

we boarded the train to harbourfront.
and it wasnt raining! XD
so we went to sentosa.
weather so warm and we ACTUALLY WALKED THERE?!
lol. we reached the palawan(sp?) beach and had lunch at the food court.

#GERALDINE.

saw this somewhere and decided to do it for fun. XD

This is my house:



And this is what it says:

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.


LOL! it was just for fun. my pic seems a lil cluttered though. XD

#GERALDINE.

ah, didnt post ytd. too tired.
the concert was a success! woohoo!
everyone did great.
even though we didnt get to practice enough,
we managed to pull it off.
i enjoyed myself throughly, though there was a part that kinda scared me.
(you dont wanna know.)

but bad news is, my grandpa got admitted into the hospital again.
in, out, in, out...
my mum's like seriously worried.
sigh. hope he feels better.

today on our way to the Mount Elizabeth Hospital(i think), we passed by the SPCA and went to take a look.
there is like very small. the dogs there darn cute(:
my mum like this particular x-shih tzu. (i think it means cross shih tzu??)
we were put on pending list but we'll only get the dog if the previous people decides that they dont want to adopt the dog. *cross fingers*
saw many other dogs but all too big. like siberan husky, which looks kinda scary. esp, its size. XD
i do hope we get the shih tzu.

but mental note: DONT get you hopes up too high. 希望越大，失望越大。

Christmas is coming! whee~
having a christmas party, anyone interested to come?? XD
heh. looking forward to seeing lots of people! (:

oh yeah,
before i forget,
thanks for the presents, mr lum and mr png. (:
(ah. like they'll even see this. XD)

#GERALDINE.

ah. i miss jolene.
she go hk le. ):
i want someone to be there to oppose me! LOL!
heh. i shall await her return. till then, i shall have to live without her opposition. XD

quiz(:

S E 7 E N people and things that make me Smile:
1. *erhems. XP (Person)
2. Music! (Thing)
3. Michelle (Person)
4. Netball (Thing)
5. JiaYing (Person)
6. Laughing (Thing)
7. Mrs Y. Ng (Person)
(of course, there are more things and more people that make me smile. (:)

S E 7 E N Ways to Win my Heart:
1. Be Nice (:
2. Sing me a song (:
3. Do something that will make me feel so touched that I start crying (:
4. Watch the Sunset with me on the beach (:
5. Play some form of music on an instrument for me. XP
6. Be Honest =D
7. err. . . Lucky Draw? Lottery thingy? haha.

S E 7 E N People I Believe/Trust In:
1. *erhems. XP
2. Michelle
3. Jiayi
4. My Seniors!
5. Zena
6. My mother(:
7. err. People. XD

S E 7 E N Things I Hope To Have/Do Now:
1. See *erhems.
2. Talk to *erhems.
3. *erhems. XD
4. Shopping!
5. Play the tuba well.
6. *erhems 's company.
7. Watch Sunset with *erhems.

S E 7 E N Things I Do Everyday:
1.Think of *erhems.
2.Dream of *erhems.
3. Laugh
4. Sing
5. Smile
6. Breathe
7. Shower
(NOTE: I do more than SEVEN things a day. XD)

S E 7 E N People I Want to See Now :
1. Jolene Lim Ying Yi! haha. still got full name.
2. *erhems. :P
3. Primary School Teachers(:
4. Netball Juniors!
5. 1H`ohsix.
6. 6A`ohfive
7. err. Someone lah.

S E 7 E N People who should also do this:
1. Some Girl
2. Some Guy
3. My Friends
4. My Relatives
5. People that want to do.
6. Whoever lah
7. Who cares?

NOTE: dont ask who "*erhems" is. heh. *erhems = Someone you shall never know about. XD

#GERALDINE.

tmr's officially the concert.
whoo~
excited. gotta wear full U tmr with the court shoes.
lol. talkin abt court shoes, tt time i thought it was CORK SHOES instead of COURT SHOES.
cos COURT SHOES sound abit like those badminton court tt court. -.-
then mich told me those LAWYER THAT COURT, not BADMINTON COURT.
LMAO! i was laughing like crazy when i learnt that the COURT refers to LAWYER COURT and not BAMINTON COURT.

today had a long practice.
frm 10am - 6+ pm
we were audience, as usual.
before that got help to move chairs again.
today's practice involved more laughing than usual.
cos mr png brought some santa claus(e) [sp?] costume and said he needed 3 people to help him with the costume.
and when he put it on, wahlao, darn funny.
laywen, jiahui and huihui are the "lucky ones". hahas.
then he said mr lum was to be an ELF? LMAO.

today's rehersal was pretty much okay.
just that something seems to be lacking.
i dont know.
i almost fell asleep listening to them play.
but they still fared pretty well. (:
and i'm sure they'll pull it off tomorrow!
=D

Im trying so hard but ya'll just don't get it do you?
why cant you just make me happy?
all i wanted was -THAT- .
i've almost always followed your descisions,
why cant you just follow mine for once?
and i thought we could get along well.
maybe i was wrong, we cant. ):
thanks for making my day, in the most unusual way.

#GERALDINE.

eh. nothing much today.
MSN, piano then MSN again.
piano was darn horrible though.
did all my pieces. all the notes tried, but none of it was the right one.
my sis got to play canon in D.
i wanna play also! :D

meddled with my blogskins.com profile page the whole day.
darn confusing.
but i managed something simple. (:
i helped mich with hers too. hahas

我不知到该说什么好。
可能不说话是最好的。
但不管怎么样，
我也要想你说声对不起。

#GERALDINE.

i still dont get what happened.
really.
all i know is that people got scolded.
and when i came up, i was mentally prepared to get a scolding too.

the rest of the sec1s who saw me were just shocked.
some told me to leave, others said dont go in.
but i was mentally prepared. it was only a matter of time.
in my mind, i just didnt want to drag any innocent people into the scolding.
all i could think of was what to say, how to explain it.
i just told the truth, i guess. i didnt mean to hurt anyone, really.

while the words came out of me, my eyes were tearing.
i said whatever i had to slowly, hoping that i could hold back those tears until after the whole thing.
he didnt give me a piece of his mind, surprisingly.

in my opinion, no one is at fault.
honestly.
it was just an act of kindness.
all they wanted to do was help.

im kinda confused right now.

some things i just dont know how to express...
all i can say is sorry, i guess.
i hope you feel better. and i hope you're not angry or anything.

#GERALDINE.

ah. the boredom.
XD

heh. came my grandpa's house in the morning.
early early.
then did my 2 newspaper articles.
out of the 10, at least i got 2 done. haha.

and now, just waiting for my mum to come back from work. lol.
still got few hours to go..

watched the ms swan video on youtube.
darn funny. esp the one at the ATM.
hahas.

ah. bored bored bored.
tmr got band prac again.
dont know why but im kinda looking forward to it(:

#GERALDINE.

michelle tagged. XD

QUIZ ONE(:

15 persons that come to your mind now :
1. Lynette(Bass Clarinet Senior)
2. Mrs Yvonne Ng
3. Zena
4. Rujun
5. Theresa
6. Kimberly Ang
7. JiaHui
8. Jiayi
9. Yenling
10. KaiXin
11. Hweejoo
12. Isella
13. Gladys
14. YunJie
15. Michelle
-------------------
Have you hugged 1?
Lynette(Bass Clarinet Senior) - Yups. Cos of the X'mas present. XD

What's the best memories you have of 10?
KaiXin - Hmms. That time when i threw all sorts of things at her cos i was bored. XD (things = pencils and dusters and markers, i think) LOL!

Why are you friends with 9?
YenLing - cos she's my dear girl and she's darn nice(:

When's the next time you're gonna see 6?
Kimberly Ang - I dont know. the next 6A gathering?

Is no.4 attractive?
RuJun - Yup. (x

What was your first impression of no.7?
JiaHui - So Chio! XD

How did you meet no.3?
Zena - In P3 i think. =D

Do you think no.13 could kill some1?
Gladys - Nope. She's too nice. XD

Is no.11 your best friend?
HweeJoo - Yup(: Almost everyone's my best friend. :D

Have you seen 12 naked?
Isella - NO LARH.

Has no.4 seen you naked?
RuJun - DUH, NO!

Have you kissed 5?
Theresa - Nopes. She's my senior, kiss her for what? XD

Do you think no.2 has a crush on you?
Mrs Ng - NO LARH. She's married liao lor. XD

Who do you spent the most time with?
3) Zena
5) Theresa [Due to Band Practice. XD]
8) Jiayi
9) YenLing
10) KaiXin
11) HweeJoo
15) Michelle

What is the last thing you did with no.1?
Lynette Senior - Not sure eh.

Have you hung out with no.2 outside of sku?
Mrs Ng - Yeah. Went Escape. XD

Have you benn to no.3's hse?
Zena - YUP! Loads of times liao.

Have you slept with no.5?
Theresa - NO LARH.

Do you think no.6 is sexy?
Kim A. - Yup. XD

Have you ever liked no.7?
JiaHui - She's not meant to be liked, she's meant to be loved! XD

Where is the last place you went with no.8?
Jiayi - Marina Square. Went shopping.

Are you real close with no.9?
YenLing - Okay larh. (:

What kind of relationship do you have with no.10?
KaiXin - Just good friends. (:

Would you ever kiss 11?
HweeJoo - Nope. She's a girl, I'm a girl...

Have you ever been to the movies with no.12?
Isella - Dont think so.

Have you ever gotten into trouble with no.13?
Gladys - Dont know eh. cant rmb. XD

Would you ever make a move on no.14?
YunJie Senior - Nope. I'm a perfectly normal girl. lols.

What do you and no.15 talk about the most?
Michelle - Anything and everything. XD
----------------------------------------------
Five persons you would want to see them doing this:
1. Isella
2. KaiXin
3. Jolene
4. everyone else.
5. anyone else.

QUIZ TWO(:

20 Chappies To Do This! :)
1)Michelle
2)Zena
3)Jolene
4)Jiayi
5)Theresa
6)TYJ
7)Dongdong
8)Cheryl
9)Kaixin
10)Isella
11)YenLing
12)JianZhong
13)Ashilah
14)Angeline
15)Daphne
16)Qianhui
17)JiaYing
18)JeanYee
19)Jaslin
20)Deonsus

Who is no.2 to you :
Zena ~ Light of my life!

What would you do if no.9 wanted to take over the world :
KaiXin ~ I dont know. But I dont think that's her lifelong dream.

If no.15 suddenly dies of a heart attack, what would you do :
Daphne ~ I'd start mourning for the rest of my life. ):

If no.1 goes steady with no.3, what will be the first line of words you will say :
1)Michelle & 3)Jolene ~ Hahas. Not compatible.

Will no.4 ever stop being a nice person :
Jiayi ~ Yes! XD LOL. i dunno.

Will no.7 go on a date with no.14 :
7)Dongdong & 14)Angeline ~ It's hard to say. :P

Describe no.10 with a song or a few words :
Isella ~ Smart, Nice, Humorous.

How well do you know no.5 :
Theresa ~ Hmms. Okay larh. XD I know she's nice and trying her best to be a good senior.(:

If no.8 and no.18 were fighting over no.19,what would you do :
8)Cheryl, 18)JeanYee & 19)Jaslin ~ Not possible.

Will no.11 be bullied :
YenLing ~ I dont think so. She's so nice, who wanna bully her?

Are no.6 and no.1 love rivals :
6)TYJ & 1)Michelle ~ Nopes.

If no.20 says she wants to go out on a date with no.17 , will you be surprised :
20)Deonsus & 17)JiaYing ~ nopes. Jiaying so chio!

Will no.13 and no.16 make a couple :
13)Ashilah & 16)Qianhui ~ No lah. XD

If no.14 likes no.3 , what is going to happen :
3)Jolene & 14)Angeline ~ HAHA. Both are attached, i think.

Does no.8 like to watch pornograhy :
Cheryl ~ Nahh.

Is no.11 a liar :
YenLing ~ Like I said, she's nice.

Will no.18 like no.9 :
18)JeanYee & 9)KaiXin ~ eh. dont know.

Does no.19 and no.20 hate each other :
19)Jaslin & 20)Deonsus ~ Nopes. Dont think so. (:

Victims - whoever(:

To Michelle: OKAY, DONE. HAPPY? XD

#GERALDINE.

heys(:

today's band was "special", in a way.
i didnt play my instrument at all! XD
hahas. i did, a little larh. but it was cos i didnt know we shouldnt play.

when i reached the band room,
dexter was there.
then i handed him the present.
lols. i kinda scared him.
theresa received her present too. (:
hers was the elmo. her card also elmo. heh.
then she guessed what her present was. and her first guess was right! so smart.
XD

then dexter asked her how many elmos she has at home.
then she answered 3 i think. (excluding the one i gave her.)
but she said she only liked one out of the three.
but she seemed to like the one i gave her. heh.
she showed it to the trombone seniors. XD
lols. i just kept laughing.

then those sec1 that are not playing in the concert has to help arrange the chairs.
then we arrange until mad liao.
cos not enough space! then the front row arrange okay le,
but then the instructor no place to walk. -.-
haiyo. but finally, we did it! XD

tmr got practice again.
this time is so-called "full dress rehersal".
people can come at 12pm but those chair arrangers have to come by 11am.
wth. that means tmr i gotta wake up early! ):
if not ltr wake up at 9am. then brush teeth and bathe then must go practice liao. LOL.

well, gtg.
THAT MICHELLE WANTS ME TO CODE ANOTHER BLOGSKIN.
-.-
seeya(:

#GERALDINE.

okays.
went on shopping trip again.
this time to buy a new bag(:

so i went to TM to meet jiayi cos she go straight aft her dance practice.
we had yoshinoya for lunch. yum!
last time i always go TM also didnt notice there got yoshinoya. XD
then after that we decided to go to city hall there.
at first we wanted to go vivo. but then by the time we finished eating, it was like 2+?
then we still need to take train and change train.
so like roughly estimate, reach there not enough time to walk walk.
so chose city hall instead. cos i v. long nv go marina square.

at citylink there got this shop selling roxy stuffs.
so we went in. jiayi darn funny larh. keep looking at the swimwear and talking about G string.
-.-
the roxy bags are like very short even though i adjusted the straps.
so we decided to go marina and see first then decide.
we went there and well, disappointment.
not many bags larh. just walked around and go makeup shops.
(jiayi larh! every makeup shop also wanna go in!)
went to the body shop and the moment i got in, i remarked,"wah. smells like miso soup!"
LOL. but really what, the shop DID smell like miso soup. XD

then walked finish marina but no bag yet!
so we went back to TM cos there got more choices ba.
and we actually know the shops inside out! XD
we went to isetan cos inside got billabong stuffs.
but then not very nice. ><
so we went to the surf and ski(or whatever it's called)
but there the choices very limited cos all looks very boy-ish.
77th street is worse. practically nothing to choose.

so went to wallet shop.
cos before going to marina i went there and saw this orange bag which was quite nice but didnt know if i should buy.
the bag was still there! XD hahas.
so i eventually decided to buy it. (:

i bought something for theresa too. (:
christmas present. heh.
but i dont know what to buy for dexter.
hmms. mayb all he wants is a card?
lols. his b'dae also he want card. XD

poor jiayi.
walked almost the whole day with me just because of the bag.
thanks girl(:
lols. sorry larh. cant treat you to drinks or whatever cos im broke.
but thanks anyway.
and now you've learnt something:
GERALDINE TAY IS SERIOUSLY MAD. CAN WALK THE WHOLE DAY WITHOUT FEELING TIRED WHATSOEVER.
lols. XD

tmr got band again.
sigh. i dont feel like going.
but i'll force myself to go anyways. XD
i hope it'll be fun, somehow. (:

#GERALDINE.

was browsing daphne's blog when i saw this quiz which she tagged me to do(:
so, i shall do it! hahas.

I Fear...
[ ]the dark
[ ]staying single forever
[ ]a parent
[ ]giving birth
[ ]being myself in front of others
[ ]open spaces
[ ]closed spaces
[ ]heights
[ ]black cats
[ ]dogs
[ ]birds, crows.
[ ]fish
[x]spiders, ticks and/or other insects
[ ]driving or being in cars
[ ]flying
[ ]flowers or other plants
[ ]being touched
[ ]fire
[x]deep water
[ ]the ocean
[ ]failure
[ ]success
[ ]thunder/lightning
[ ]my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ]my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ]mice/rats
[x]jumping from high places
(reminds me of commiting suicide)
[ ]snow
[ ]rain
[ ]wind
[ ]crossing hanging bridges
[x]death
[ ]Heaven
[ ]being robbed
[ ]cotton balls
[x]cemeteries
[ ]clowns
[x]large crowds
[ ]men
[ ]women
[ ]having great responsibility
[ ]doctors, including dentists
[ ]tornadoes
[ ]hurricanes
[ ]diseases
[x]snakes
[x]sharks
[ ]Friday the 13th
[x]poverty
[x]ghosts
[ ]Halloween
[ ]school
[ ]trains or railroads
[ ]odd numbers
[ ]even numbers
[ ]being alone
[x]being blind
(not that i was ever blind or deaf before. XD)
[x]being deaf
[ ]growing up
[x]family separation
[ ]monsters under my bed
[x]creepy noises in the night
[ ]bee stings
[ ]not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ]needles
[x]blood
[ ]dinosaurs
[ ]the welcome mat
(er. what's there to be scared of? lols. it's just a mat. XD)

[people please]
-ISELLA
-KAIXIN
-JEANYEE
-MICHELLE
-WHOEVER.

#GERALDINE.

well, i was bored so i went to blogthings and took quizzes. XD
i know some are quite dumb. but i was bored larh.

You Communicate With Your Ears

You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker. What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions. You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself. Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.

Your Vocabulary Score: A+

Congratulations on your multifarious vocabulary! You must be quite an erudite person.

Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence

You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well. An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly. You are also good at remembering information and convicing someone of your point of view. A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary. You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator.

You Are An ESFP

The Performer You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others. A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic. You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally. You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic. You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor.

Your Career Type: Social

You are helpful, friendly, and trustworthy. Your talents lie in teaching, nursing, giving information, and solving social problems. You would make an excellent: Counselor - Dental Hygienist - Librarian Nurse - Parole Officer - Personal Trainer Physical Therapist - Social Worker - Teacher The worst career options for your are realistic careers, like truck driver or farmer.

#GERALDINE.

i have officially gotten over it(:
(lols. good for me!)

today, i ACTUALLY LIKED AND ENJOYED sectionals.
even though it was alr very long and still, it was extended.
it's been an uber long time since i enjoyed sectionals.
i used to hate sectionals, alot alot. but today's wasnt so bad. =D

and i actually played 7th night of july. and i mean the WHOLE thing.
lols. i think i played about twice? pitching still needs to be worked on larh. but it's a good start.
at least slowly i still can play. (:

then we had combined and everything just somewhat fell apart. lols.
the conducting was darn fast and i couldnt follow. so i was back to SQUARE ONE.
most of the high notes were wrongly pitched, my fingers were tangled together after trying to follow with the fingerings and i just skipped some parts cos i missed it.
see, that's how bad i am. lols.
but i'll try harder. XD
hopefully, notes that are too high or too low wont pose as a very serious problem. (x

today mr png came in kinda pissed?
(must have woken up on the wrong side of the bed.)
he started saying alot of things abt concert and rules and stuff.
then aft tt the sectionals, he made cornet section run ard the quadrangle.
and when i asked crystal senior, she said it was because they wenyt to take pencils and was a few minutes late, then he asked them to run.
lols.

today, my dad went to collect my teenage goodie bag thingy.
yeah. inside got alot of things.
files, lipgloss, lipstick, lip balm, eyeshadow, shower foam(lols.)... etc.
but then the lipstick is PURPLE and the eyeshadow is WHITE.
(both from red earth, if you wanna know)
LOL. purple lipstick?? white eyeshadow is OKAY LARH.
but i have no need for both these items.
so i gave to my mother. lols. see what she can do with it.

lipgloss and lip blam i can use. haha. so i kept.
then the shower thing i just placed into the bathroom.
got food inside also. coffee, sweets, listerine strips thingy... etc.
lols. i share with my sis. XD
except coffee, cos we both not "coffee-people".

then at night had steamboat for dinner.
cos my dad promised my dumb sister steamboat last week.
but i dont even like steamboat lor. -.-
then my sister eat abit only then say full le.
so my father was left to finish the food cos my mum also ate abit only.
i drank soup. hahas.
but okay larh. just that the soup not much taste.

my grandfather's sick AGAIN.
aww. -praypraypray-
get well. (:

#GERALDINE.

okays. today's practice started a lil weird.
there was only ONE tuba player - ME!
lols. and we had to play all the way to high F (F major scale)
i was like thinking,"omg. im doomed, cant even play high C want me to play high F. IMPOSSIBLE LARH."
but i did it anyways. i played high F! (:
first time man. i felt so proud of myself. lols. -.-"

then theresa came. she was caught in the rain or something.
then she told me that dexter wasnt coming cos he had fever.
and the other senior wasnt coming cos he's on holiday.
so there was only the two of us. struggling. lols.
but we helped each other and got through with the practice anyway.
and dont worry, im fine, honestly.

#GERALDINE.

well, as expected, i wasnt chosen for concert.
one part of me felt a tad bit disappointed, the other relieved.
disappointed cos i tried my best, but still, i wasnt good enough to make the cut.
relieved cos well, at least i have more time on the SYF pieces.
but i felt more disappointment than relief,
even though most sec1s dont get to play.
i dont know why, but maybe i wanted to play in the concert more than i expected.
and when theresa apologised to me for not selecting me for the concert, tears welled up in my eyes.
and when they started playing 7th night, tears almost fell.

well, i guess now all i can look forward to is the actual day of the concert,
where i am sitting in the audience, looking at all my seniors playing the songs,
and wishing i was up there. lols.
but i'm sure the concert will be great.
it'll be a tremendous success! (:
jiayou! on, 16 dec, NCWO will ROCK THE HALL with CON FUOCO!

#GERALDINE.